weeks I’ve been on a very emotional roller coaster ride and many of us know that it can become a slippery slope if we aren’t careful. I’m currently taking a few college courses and spending any spare time I have studying, doing homework and taking tests, which involve late nights along with lack of sleep. I gave up my five month old puppy for adoption, which is very heart wrenching to me because I have always been a dog lover. I cried many times with a close friend who lost two people in her life within four days of each other. I cried again with another friend as she was going through some personal struggles, and I’m working on helping my son deal with teasing and bullying due to his weight.
I look back and think what has been so traumatic in my life to make me constantly think about food and needing the feeling of comfort? I think I’ve answered that question!
Being addicted to food can truly be a struggle physically, emotionally and spiritually. I can’t tell you how many times I thought to myself, go find something to eat you will feel better and the pain will go away.
I can’t count how many times I got up and went into the kitchen searching my cabinets for some comfort. I wanted to eat because I was exhausted from lack of sleep and worry. I felt like a failure as an owner when I gave up my puppy while my heart ached for my friends who were going through so much pain. As a mother who has a child being bullied and teased I just wanted to eat and make it all go away.
I longed for some snuggle time with my old friend and wanted to forget about life even if it was just for a moment. Every time I passed the McDonalds, Wendy’s or Burger King I thought how wonderful would it be to drive through and pick up my favorite super sized meal! How I wished for that comfort.
bypass patient. I started planting a flower bed last year and had decided this year I would like to add even more. My husband and I love the look and smell of fresh mulch around plants, flowers and trees. Sunday we purchased two yards of fresh mulch, which filled up the entire eight foot bed of our truck. 
blood, and the insertion of a drainage tube this time. My next trip was December 11, 2007 which was minor and was only a marginal ulcer.