Lyn isn't associated in any way with Clarian North, or Clarian Health, so I might get in trouble for posting her story (blame this ignorance on me being an intern and a huge supporter of personal blogs). But, she's an award-winning blogger---who is also a mom fighting obesity. She's got grit, she's real, and she's working really, really hard to make herself healthy. That alone should give her words the right to be reposted here for you to read them.
In her controversial March 3rd post entitled, "Why Not Stay Fat?" she shared her most powerful motivation for losing the weight:
"Every so often, I get an email or a comment from a distraught reader who believes that the key to my happiness lies in accepting my body as it is right now, and not trying to lose anymore weight. 'Stop dieting!' they say. 'You are beautiful just the way you are!'
"They're right, in part. I *am* beautiful just the way I am. Oh, I have my days where I look at my naked thighs and feel disappointed that I let myself get this way; naked obesity is not always pretty to ME. I can see the beauty in my body when I am bathing or getting dressed; the Rubenesque curves, the womanly softness. I like it. But this is not about looks for me. It is about quality of life. It is about as far from vanity as you can get.
"About a year ago, I wrote a post on Fat Acceptance explaining why I am trying to lose weight. I wrote about how, at 278 pounds and 38 years old, I was barely able to walk to the mailbox and back. How I couldn't even bring laundry upstairs to fold it and had to get my kids to carry everything up and downstairs. I've described the horror of watching my toddler daughter run, laughing, towards a busy street as I tried desperately to catch up to her but was unable to do more than hobble and stumble, screaming to a stranger to please grab her just before she got to the road. I've talked about how for years I did not go downstairs to kiss my children goodnight because, frankly, I couldn't. I was getting very close to having to use a wheelchair before I lost weight. And then, at 214 pounds, I climbed a mountain. What a huge difference a 64-pound loss made in my life!
"And yet, over the past year and a half I have struggled to stay around 225-230 pounds. And so I am asked, 'You're so much better off now. Why not just stay 230 pounds? You are eating so healthy, exercising, living a healthy lifestyle. Why not just accept your body as it is? Surely you are healthy enough now.'
"And I respond: I do not want to lose my mobility. I do not want to be like my mother, hobbling around with a cane by the time I am 50. And my orthopedic surgeon has said that I need to get more weight off these knees or I will be crippled EARLIER than my mother was. Maybe I will still need total knee replacements EVEN IF I lose all the excess weight. But maybe not. I am *so much* more mobile now than I was 50 pounds heavier that I have to believe losing another 50 will benefit me even more.
"I am in pain on a daily basis. When I don't eat sugar, the pain is FAR less severe. I take supplements, I do exercises. And the best thing I can do to improve my quality of life is to lose weight.
"...You can't know whether any one person would be happier, sadder, healthier, or sicker if they gained or lost weight. It is PERSONAL. Every person gets to decide what they want to do about their body and whether or not they are satisfied with their weight and health.
"Yes, I am healthier after eating the way I have for the last two and a half years. Yes, I am fitter after biking, walking, and strength training as I have. Yes, I am wiser in my choices. And yes, I am still too fat for my own health, comfort, and happiness.
"And that, I believe, is about to change."
To read more of Lyn's amazingly honest blog, go here.

performed at Clarian North Medical Center in Carmel. Well today, December 1, marks our fourth birthday!